November 25, 2004

• Well, I’ll have a computer before Christmas. Yahoooooo!!! hehehe. Right now I have about $800….and I’ve made much more than that. Where the fuck did it all go?!?! I have no earthly fucking clue. But 300 goes for my half of the rent….I live with my dad….whoot.

  
  

  HAPPY THANKSGIVING

  
  

  mmmm I flirt way too much…..with every…erm…..a lotta people….haha. Cory was talking to me and his boss comes up to him and says “Cory what are you doing?” Cory goes “Makin time with the hunnies” (ummmm omfg….he’s a dork). Then later his boss asks him “Why were you flirting with her?” Cory says “Please! I have underwear older than she is!” (ok that is just disgusting). Then his boss goes “You don’t buy new underwear?” and Cory says “No. I just turn it inside out” (ewwwwwwwwww) Then Dennis comes up behind at every opportunity and grabs my sides and goes BOO or RAH….scare the fuckin shit outta me!! And I act sweet with Rod and he gives me gum all the time….yeeeahhh. We have a good time there at work. Last week we had a drive (I’m not going to go into an explanation) and I worked my ass off. Yesterday I lifted a 64 pound box by myself. Damn was that heavy…for me anyway. I get paid Holiday for these two days cuz I’ve been there more than 30 days. So yeah. Mmmmm is there some damn explosions and clashes of personality there. Ken says fuckin this and fuckin that cuz Renell’s a bitch and blah blah blah. One day they’re really gonna go at it and blood’s gonna fly.

  
  

  I made 4 damn pies last night. I was up until 11 last night. I was so excited yesterday. Rusty was probably scared of me….

  
  

  At grandma’s house…whoot whoot. I bought the Modest Mouse cd and the Killers cd…..I like Modest Mouse. Meet the Fockers comes out soon!!!!!! hahahahaha. Ugh my eye is twitching

  
  

  Nothing else going on except work and work and fucking work…..

  
  

  Have a Happy Thanksgiving!!!

  
  

  “The World At Large”
  
  Ice-age heat wave, can’t complain.
  If the world’s at large, why should I remain?
  Walked away to another plan.
  Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
  I move on to another day,
  to a whole new town with a whole new way.
  Went to the porch to have a thought.
  Got to the door and again, I couldn’t stop.
  You don’t know where and you don’t know when.
  But you still got your words and you got your friends.
  Walk along to another day.
  Work a little harder, work another way.
  
  Well uh-uh baby I ain’t got no plan.
  We’ll float on maybe would you understand?
  Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
  Well float on maybe would you understand?
  
  The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
  I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
  I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
  It might not be a lot but I feel like I’m making the most.
  The days get longer and the nights smell green.
  I guess it’s not surprising but it’s spring and I should leave.
  
  I like songs about drifters – books about the same.
  They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
  Walked on off to another spot.
  I still haven’t gotten anywhere that I want.
  Did I want love? Did I need to know?
  Why does it always feel like I’m caught in an undertow?
  
  The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
  Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
  Outside, water like air was great.
  I didn’t know what I had that day.
  Walk a little farther to another plan.
  You said that you did, but you didn’t understand.
  
  I know that starting over is not what life’s about.
  But my thoughts were so loud I couldn’t hear my mouth.
  My thoughts were so loud I couldn’t hear my mouth.
  My thoughts were so loud.

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