July 31, 2004
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I’m sorry
I saw those tears in your eyes
I saw you wipe them away
I saw you try to hide
Your face was turned away from me
But I saw the tear on your chest
You wiped them away
But not before I saw
You stared out the window
I wanted to reach out to you
Just like when I hear you crying
In the middle of the night
I didn’t know what to say to you
I’m sorry
I didn’t mean to laugh at that joke
I didn’t mean to say those things
I didn’t mean to make you cry
I didn’t mean to hurt you
I’m sorry
It broke my heart to see you cry
To hear your almost silent sniffles
I’m sorry you cried
If I could take back those words
If I could take back those laughs
I would
I’m sorry
I hope the person this is for knows it’s for her. But I’m off again….back to my dad’s house for more boring fun….no phone, no computer…..but I will survive…
Dennis gets here tonight…or early this morning. I’m excited. The Ashlee Simpson concert was cool. She’s awesome in concert, she’s all over the stage dancing and stuff….but it’s not choreographed dancing, it’s just her own dancing, which is pretty cool. Bought some earrings at the MOA….I love that place. It was the first time I’d been there in three years. I wanted to go on a full out shopping spree, cuz everything I saw I was like I want that I want that. I could seriously spend thousands or even millions of dollars shopping for clothes, shoes, jewelery, and just SHIT!!! hahaha I love shopping…but what girl doesn’t?!?! I just can’t wait for the day I can go shopping and the sky’s the limit and money is no matter….wouldn’t that be fabulous?! I think so!!! hahaha anyways, gonna go now….ya’ll won’t hear from me for a long time again, so yeah….have fun and everything, behave yourselves, and enjoy life! Don’t forget to smile and count the reasons to see another day….there’s more than you think, I promise! Buh bye!
Comments (5)
You made me cry, that poem is so sweet….Thank you hun! It is now, I realize who loves me a whole lot! I luv you so much, more than everybody thinks. Thank you for loving and caring about me so much.
You have to find a way to tell me all about it!!!!!!!!!!
Sagwa, Sagwa, Sagwa……
Where are all the smileys??? Crazy. It’s kinda weird w/o you here. Nobody to say movie sayings with. That’s okay, i can just tell them to kota. He loves me, more than he loves you. i’m sorry but that’s just the way it’s going to be. So you said you’ve been working. Where do you work?? WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACHACHA. I know you’re jealous of my b-e-a-u-tiful screenname but you can’t have it!! Well, i am off, you should write back to me when you get a chance or whatever. Oh by the way, I finally got my fricken savings account 
YEEEEEEEEEEE… hehehehe. I don’t know what i’m saying. You’re crazy. Talk to ya later…………………
Long time no see! But i’m sorry, i’m still outta vodka. What you been up to? So how did Dennis coming over work out? Yeah, i just got a fricken screen name. You should check out my beautiful website thingy. What you been up to? Oh yeah, i already wrote that. HEHEHEHe. I was thinking… and you remember how we were going to go to farmington to the fair to play bingo, well, that just blows. We can’t now. You are crazy.
‘O- Great one’
~Jo~
I hope everything’s good with you. It’s been so long. I miss you.
Peace.
Where are you??????
I’m not using AIM anymore. Look me up on yahoo lostx_xmuse