May 13, 2004
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Ya, I'm tired. Maybe I shouldn't have stayed up until 2 in the morning...but I was talking with this guy from Mississippi. I have raindrops for my smilies on aol, and he likes it when I put them little thingers on there...he's crazy. He said he was looking for a girlfriend, and I told him to get one...lol. He took a bath at 2 in the morning, which I thought was odd. I don't even know his name but he keeps talking to me!! lol...anyways, yeah.
Kinda tired....silliness...blah. I laughed a lot last hour...good times. My cookies were good, everyone said. So ya. Waaahhh. Why do I do this to myself??? I just so tired...blah blah blah. This fingernail polish is coming off...grr. I wonder if my mother left today. She was packing last night, making a lot of noise and crap. I'm bored. I didn't wanna eat lunch today. Just the smell of the cookies made me full. "But I just want you to know" that song was just on Channel One, I don't even know what it is... Anyways, I have nothing else to talk about!! So I'll go now...buh bye adios chao
Comments (11)
Make sure you eat. You need to eat.
o0h, someones got a little ::eh eh:: huh. Oh la la, "go get one" lol thats cute. Guys who take baths at 2 in the morning are 1) clean freaks 2)in a different time zone or 3)pedophiles .
Im glad you enjoyed my story, I'm still not done but I'm getting there, I've been working a little each nite and its really coming together and taking a life of its own and having its own voice [as most well written pieces do]
I can't eat...I have no money to eat!!! Especially now that my mom is leaving me....so yeah. I'm sorry! I had some cookies today...that's all I've had so far...but there ain't nothin to eat at my house...
Who's gonna take care of you? Who's gonna feed you? What the hell? YOU'RE sorry? Why are you apologizing? Wtf? Hasn't anyone made plans for your care?
No one's gonna take care of me...I take care of me, always have...No on'e gonna feed me....and no, no one's made plans for my care...just my dad, who really can't afford to have me...he's sacrificing worse credit for my graduation shit...not paying bills...
well don't feel guilty about it. He's supposed to do that. That's what parents are for, feeding and clothing their children and getting them through school. So make sure he feeds you. Food is kind of basic.
Oh baby, once you graduate high school my wife said you can stay with us if you have nowhere else to go. You'll have to get a job, but hey.
Everything 's gonna be alright
Everything 's gonna be alright
No woman no cry
No woman no cry
Woman and sister
Don't shed no tears
No woman no cry
I'll have to get a job no matter what anyways. That's a good song. But I forgot who it is. For some reason, Bob Marley sticks out in my head... ?
Thank you for offering a place to stay...a lot of people I don't know seem to be offering that a lot lately. It seems people I don't know care about me more than the people I see everyday. But I don't know if I could do that. I would feel like I'm intruding or something....
Bob Marley is right.
The offer is there. We wouldn't make the offer if we weren't prepared for you to accept it. I suspect most who made the offer feel the same way. We have an extra room.
I'm sure you'll come up with something. Whatever you do, be careful and don't feel like you don't deserve help, or be ashamed to accept help. Everybody needs help to get through life. Self-sufficiency is a myth.
Peace.
Thank you.
I'd im you and actually talk to you, but I can't talk about it. Actually talk about it...I don't know how. It's too hard...no one's ever taught me that it's ok to talk to people about difficult things...and even though I know it now, I don't KNOW it...it's hard to explain, I guess. I dunno
It's scary. I know.
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