October 14, 2003

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  Blah. Lindsey’s not here today.  I’m sad. I worked almost 6 hours last night. It wasn’t even Fish Friday Night. I guess it was really busy. I wasn’t paying much attention to the restuarant. All I did was my work. I called my dad last night. He still hasn’t gone to the doctor for his arm. I told him he should. He might pick me up Friday night after work. And meet Mary and Eugene. I’m tired. It’s kinda obvious I’m depressed again today…because of how I’m writing. It sounds kinda monotone, doesn’t it? But I can’t help it. I’m sorry.

  
  

  I guess Meagan’s mad at Gerri. Gerri had told her that she was going to go to her art exhibit at the gallery, but she didn’t. Gerri’s like that though. She never goes anywhere…islolated at home. But she does it to herself. She doesn’t even have a job…and yet, her mom wanted me to have three? No thanks, I’m busy enough working 5 or more hours every single week night. I have trouble keeping up with my homework as it is. Gerri really pisses me off. If I were Meagan, I’d chew her ass out. If I can’t go somewhere when I said I would, I would definately call the person. And I don’t even think Gerri was busy ALL weekend. I think she just didn’t wanna go. But anywayz, not my problem…
  My boss is supposed to work tomorrow night, but I think he’s gonna make me do it. It won’t be that bad, though, cuz it’s MEA, plus we get tomorrow off, to make up for not having Monday off. So I get a 5 day weekend from school. Happy thoughts..sort of. It still doesn’t lift my spirits that much…neither does the fact that I get my stereo back next week. I never get time to listen to music!! I don’t have time for anything anymore…I make all my journal entries at school, during study hall, and I check my email when I’m at my grandma’s house on Saturday’s and Sunday’s. Anywayz, I’m gonna go now, cuz I have nothing else to say…peace.

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