October 1, 2010
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To Everyone
To everyone who doesn’t fit in the little mold that society has built for you, I love you and I appreciate you as you are.
I’ve been in and out of delirium most of the evening and night, sleeping fitfully as my fever tries to break. My head is pounding and dizzy. I’ve had weird dreams and thoughts, but this has been number one on my mind all night long. The people who don’t “fit in.” Not only kids, but the people. Everyone. I truly do love you all. My heart goes out to you if you’ve been broken because of who you are.
I’m calling in to work today. Hopefully this night was the worst and I start feeling better today. After I get done writing this, I will call the call-in line, then take another dose of Nyquil…. I’m pretty sure I can. I can take a dose every 4 hours, and the last time was last night sometime. But first I have to drink a bottle of water, because I’m pretty sure I’m dehydrated.
I still haven’t watched Iron Man 2… hopefully I feel well enough to watch it tomorrow (today). Also, I was thinking of spending all my free time reading Xanga, because I’ve missed all of you… that is, if I can keep my head from falling off.
Edit:
My fever broke!! I’m feeling better. Watching Iron Man 2… good so far. I’ll be back later and chill with ya’ll.
Comments (26)
Awwww.
I love you too, and I hope you feel better!
hope you feel better
Love you, too! Get well quickly!
Aww. I hope today is going to be a better day for you.
I remember nyquil! I laughed myself silly reading an 80′s version of it having FOURTY percent alcohol by volume…..grandpa’s sleep aid all right
it quickly was reformulated to be twenty five percent alchol and now in this new age ofsnake oil cure-alls is around ten ercent abv…or entirely alcohol free- I admit I haven’t shopped for the stuff in years. I also remember chagrin as I did that take a dose every four hours bubkiss and learned I do not process the aspirin within it that fast- it’s probably ibuprofen by now as aspirin is olde scoole….I never had so much ringing in my ears and felt so pathetic as I literally had to take a nap on the job to “sober up” from the….aspirin.
I am not the usual social mold. I never will be. and it is nice to hear I’ve one voice to quote that such isn’t ALL silence and uch rot
get well.
big bowl of tp-in-the-freeze grean chili…or bowl of rotgut red…health cure-all? well that’s dubious but you’ll be fed
I like that you are explicit that it’s not just for kids. There’s so many resources out there to support and lift teens who feel depressed and out of place. I’m 22 years old and I feel more out of place now that I did when I was younger lol.
I appreciate you too. Feel better.
Get well soon!!!!! =) …. and thank you for this!
Feel better, kid.
I hope you feel better soon
Feel better ASAP, we don’t need you sick
I’m glad you are feeling better.
feel better soon!
Aw, I’m glad you’re feeling better.
I <3 U 2 ^_^
If I was there, I would make you ramen noodles.
Have you heard the song God Bless the Outcasts? Its from the huntchback of notradamn. I love it.
get well soon (: can’t wait to chill w/ you too
I hope you feel better soon! *huggers*
Glad you’re feeling better! <3
Glad you feel better.
Glad you’re doin better!
Keep feeling better! Kick that fever to the curb!
Misfits anonymous.
:raises hand:
feel better!
@Diva_Jyoti - lol
Hope youre feeling better.
yep, I HEART being a misfit! It’s totally an acquired taste, but once you get it you never want to give it up.
Thank you. I hope you feel better too.