June 28, 2010

• An Old Friend

  I’m riding this wave of paranoia and anxiety
  Lightheaded, I’ve lost too much blood the last few days
  This darkness is settling in again around me
  Hello, old friend, it’s been awhile

  I feared your return for so long
  But now you have a warm welcome
  An embrace that saps my energy
  And leaves me just as broken as before

  The last months, I realize, were a farce
  They weren’t real and I was living in a dreamland
  Now I’m back to reality and the darkness is mine again
  I might walk around with a frown, but inside I’m smiling

  • 12:26 am
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