It wouldn't be fair of me to just give the ladies some eye candy (or guys!)...so I'll give the guys some eye candy too (or ladies

10. Lindsay Lohan. She used to be stunning, not trashy. I think it's sad how she's destroyed her career...I think she was talented. Did you ever see her in Georgia Rule? It was amazing, I highly recommend checking it out.



9. Emily Deschanel. She's beautiful, and I love her jaw structure in her face, amazing!



8. Alexis Bledel. We first saw her as a teen on Gilmore Girls...oh how she's grown into a beautiful young woman.



7. Eva Mendes. What a sexy little kitten she is!!! Those eyes are amazing.



6. Lady Gaga. Everyone has their opinions on this little spitfire, and I think she's gorgeous.



5. Halle Berry. I loved her in Catwoman....so hot!!!



4. I tell ya, it gets hard getting to the top spots!! Olivia Wilde. Her jaw structure is even more amazing than Emily's, and her eyes are GORGEOUS!!!!



3. Kiera Knightley. Words can't even describe how much I love this woman. Love love LOVE her!!!!



2. Angelina Jolie. Oh those lips. Oh those eyes. And her lips....to be kissed by those plump babies. *sigh*



1. Audrey Hepburn. I chose her because she's a CLASSIC beauty. You can't buy her simple, clean beauty. She's my idol, she really is. Humble, she was.

So this post is dedicated to the male celebrities that make me swoooon...and maybe drool a little bit. Well, okay, a lot...but that's not important. What IS important, however, is...well... hmm. Just take a look at the eye candy, would ya??

8. Channing Tatum. LOOK at those eyes!! And that face, and those muscles...woo.

7. Josh Hartnett. This isn't just because he's from MN...look at those eyes!! The only thing is that his eyebrows need some help sometimes....

6. Paul Wesley. OMG. Delicious vampire meat....

5. David Boreanaz. I've loved him since Buffy, and he's only gotten sexier as time goes on. Ahhh thank the gods for Bones!!!

4. It's getting more difficult to whittle this down to the top spots. Mmmm...Johnny Depp. Especially sexy as a pirate!!!

3. Bam Margera. Fucking hot!!! He's always pulling up his shirt to show off his abs and tats...yes please!!!

2. Vin Diesel. Ooooo look at those pipes. Strong, sexy, hot...ohhh yeah. He looked especially good in Pitch Black!!!

 

1. Ian Somerhalder. Okay, this SEXY vamp can take a bite out of me anytime. Anywhere.... oh the deliciousness!!! LOOK at those eyes, I tell ya!!

I'm depressed. Great opening line, right?

A month ago, I loved my job. Now I can't stand it. People who know nothing about the process and what it takes to get it done comes in and lays down unrealistic expectations. My name gets dragged through the mud because I am supposedly not doing my job.

FUCK YOU.

I'm starting to look for another job.

I guess my mood isn't helped by the fact that I just watched My Sister's Keeper and I cried.

I feel like crying again because I feel so alone in the world. My life is my job, and now that everything is all fucked up, I'm miserable. I can't even describe how I feel. Betrayed. I thought people had my back, but it turns out they don't. I felt safe and secure in what I was doing because my boss made it seem like I was golden. Now I see differently. It's just a job, right? Why did I let myself care?

A challenge from Kween_of_the_Queens:

Challenge A: What gives you Glee? Seriously. What makes you happy? What are the things thing that would give you a full blown patronus or that would make you dance around in your pajamas during a raging thunderstorm singing and twirling with draperies? Let's go for a list. We haven't had one of those in a while. 25 things that make you giddy with glee. Aaaand... go!

1. Anyone who can make me laugh when I'm in a bad mood
2. A great love story with a happy ending (book or movie). Yes, I'm a romantic sap at heart, I always have been.
3. Video games
4. Thunderstorms
5. Tigers
6. Books
7. Sunsets
8. My sisters
9. Naps (and sleeping in general)
10. Working out
11. Music
12. Writing
13. My friends
14. My job. Most people say they hate their jobs, but I don't mind mine. Yes it's very stressful at times, but I make a lot of money and I'm stable.
15. When I feel pretty for the day. It's not a common occurrence, let me tell you.
16. Spending time with the people I care about.
17. Good food
18. Spring and autumn
19. Studying Paganism
20. Nature and her beauty
21. Cuddling
22. Flirting
23. Sand in my toes and warm beach water
24. Taking pictures
25. Coloring

Spring is one of my two favorite seasons. The temperature is perfect in Minnesota. A comfortable 60-70 degrees. A Minnesota spring is actually short. It seems that many years spring hops into summer without really being spring. The leaves are just buds one day, and the next they pop into leaves. One day the flowers are barely there, the next day they are in full bloom. After some rain, the grass is green again. It normally isn't too hot or too cold. It's perfect.

Thunderstorm season is pretty much upon us. The smell of the ozone as one approaches, and the smell of rain are some of my favorite smells. Watching a storm come in makes me feel a sense of excitement, but also peaceful. The different rumbles and cracks of thunder send thrills down my spine and I love the way lightning lights up the sky with purple and blue jagged lines. Thunderstorms are best at night. I love the sound of rain on the windows, and how it lulls me to sleep. If the rain isn't slanted towards my window, I open it a crack to better hear the thunder.

Severe storms move fast, and everything else moves slow and lazy. It's hard to say what's my favorite. I love the intensity of severe storms, but I love a lingering storm too. Thunderstorms are one of my most favorite things in the world.

Not only does spring bring climate and environmental changes, it's also kind of like a wake up call from a long winter slumber. We are the bears in the cave, waking up and hungry. Hungry for changes and life. Time to start fresh. The New Year isn't the real revolution, spring is. It's when we do our "spring cleaning," getting rid of the excess. It's a time of picnics and family gatherings and happiness. Laughter and joy mingle in the clean spring air and we are different for a while.

It's time for some spring cleaning =]