Month: January 2009



  • Would you catch her if she fell?



    I was never good enough.



    It's been my dream to be thin enough to get a corset piercing.
    I DON'T THINK IT WILL EVER HAPPEN.


    Forever lost.


    You know you will.



    It was you and me against the world
    And you promised me forever more
    Was it something that I said
    Was it something that I did



    She used to be the princess.



    Now she's trying to drink the memories away.

  • My Opinion

    So for a long time, everyone seemed to be denying that we were in a recession. John McCain said the fundamentals of our economy is strong, and the experts were all over TV telling the American people that the economy is strong. I knew differently. I could see all this coming. It wasn't too hard to see, actually. Times had been getting hard in Middle Class America for awhile.

    Now, we're in a recession. Thousands (Hundreds of thousands?) of people are losing their jobs, more and more are announced every day. Target, Best Buy, Caterpillar, Starbucks. If the major coorporations keep laying people off, this will turn into a depression. I think it will happen. And then when it does, how long will they deny it?

  • Stress

    Yea.

    I've been swamped at work this week due to the cuts, hence the non-posts and comments. :/

    LMAO. I gave my rabbit a bath when I got home this morning. He loved playing in the water =]

    That's all I've got

  • It's Getting Late, But...

    ...I've decided to update on my life at the moment...

    Well first off, I learned on Thursday that I am losing four people and getting two replacement people. (I am a second shift lead for a material handling company) The four that I lost were temps, and the two replacements are full time. I get to keep one temp for good and I will be losing a fifth person at the end of the week. Now, overtime is SUPPOSED to be completely cut, but it's hard to get everything done and wrapped up like second shift has to in 8 hours due to certain circumstances.

    So what I'd like to know, is how two people are supposed to replace 5. WHAT??! And OT is supposed to be cut? I don't know how they expect me to pull this one out of my ass. Seriously.

    Also, they had the temp agency call these people on Saturday and tell them that they were being laid off. They had absolutely no warning that they were losing their jobs. Personally, I think this was a very shitty thing for the company that I work for to do. Most people get a warning, a notice, so they can have time to find another job. Granted, it's very hard right now to find a job, but still. That's just ridiculous.

    So Friday, their last day, I knew this, but they didn't. It was a sad thing for me to go through.

    But Saturday night, my room mates hosted a sex toy party. Passion Parties. It was sooo much fun. We had spiked punch and beer!!! =] I didn't get drunk, but I did drink. It was just fun hanging out with everyone and talking about sex. Woohoo. And of course, masturbation and TOYS. I'm not telling what I bought.... =] Becky got pretty hammered though, it was hilarious. When she gets drunk, her face goes numb. So she comes up to me, leans to my ear, and whispers "I can't feel my face." I was rollin so hard my stomach hurt. She's too funny.

    Sunday we went and ate Chinese food. It was SOOO good. I love Chinese food...who doesn't?! Really! I got full too fast though, grr. I wish I could've eaten more because I rarely get to eat Chinese. Whatever.

    It was a pretty good weekend.

    I thought about my employees who lost their jobs a couple of times though.

    Sad moments.

  • Are You Serious?!

    I am so sorry I wasn't on Xanga for 5 days.

    I will never do it again.

    I lost 2 friends in 5 days!

    This is upsetting.

    Plus, my blogs are shorter. Well, it seems like no one reads my longer ones!! All anyone reads are my quick little blurbs that don't have anything to do with anything.

    WTH.

  • Will I Ever

    catch up on all the blogs from the last five days?

    No.

    I'll do what I can when I can.

    Sorry.

  • GAHHHHH

    and that's all I have.

  • Why Should I

    why should i
    hypothosize
    been
    hypnotized
    these blue
    eyes
    have seen their
    spies
    while the wolf
    cries
    leave me in this place to
    die

  • Just Smile and Nod

    Have you ever had SUCH a shitty day that after your eyes fill with tears but you don't cry so you just smile and nod?

    Yeah.

    That's me.

  • Motivation!!!!

    If you've ever seen Office Space, you know all about this! I'm not talking about a motivational speaker, I'm talking about motivation at work. Office Space is a movie about a guy who really hates his job and he's got two other peeps he hangs with every day, the red Swingline stapler, and cases of Mondays. It really is a good movie, you should see it!!

    Anyway, the guy, Peter, is completely unmotivated to do a good job at work because there's no incentives for doing better than anyone else.

    My work ethic is as close to perfection as I can possibly do. I've been told I have an A1 personality, which apparently means that I am a perfectionist. I don't know where this comes from at my job because my room is almost always a mess. People who are perfectionists normally keep their room...perfect. Whatever.

    What motivates you to do well at work? Or do well in school?