Some DA photography...none of it's mine...
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Month: August 2007
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Am I deranged? I feel like it sometimes.
I’m so fuckin hungry! I haven’t eaten anything all day. But I don’t care.
I’m so fucking conflicted right now. I don’t know what to do.
It’s the sweet, little kisses that undo me...the ones that make an electrical current run through me, the ones that make me go mmmm. Then there’s those that make me forget where I am, the intense, want-you-right-this-second kisses…..
“she fucks like a star…/anorexic beauty queen/with painted eyes so toxic”
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Yay, my new job kicks ass, I love it. There's some hot guys too, whoo! haha... It's so much better than my other one, like seriously no joke. It pays more, it's closer, and way way better. The people are better too, like nicer...well, as far as I know, haha. But anyways, the day passed so fast, it wasn't even funny.
I've been like really motivated lately. I frickin deep cleaned my room last night, and I rearranged it today, whew. It got kinda hot up in there.
Some more artwork from DA....I love photography, and none of these are mine....
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Okay, so I couldn't fall asleep last night. Before I fell asleep, I looked at the clock and it was midnight. I woke up at 3, went back to sleep. Okay, so then my alarm goes off...I get in the shower and yada yada. I go downstairs to finish getting ready, and the clock says 5:10....my alarm clock was WAY off, because when I got up it said it was 5:24. I don't know how far t's off, it's gotta be like 40 min or so. Grr.
So I start my new job today, yay.I have like 20 min before I have to leave, so now I'm bored....
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the arousal
a quick breath
a small gasp
a tiny moan
from a gentle caress
she bites my neck
i bite her lip
a hiss of breath
through my teeth
a building heat
a violent kiss
intoxicating
arousing
her hand
on my breast
i want more
another kiss
another bite
another caress
a gasp
a moan
touch me
feel me
kiss me
bite me
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sad
I don't know what to say. Just now I got kinda depressed, which I don't understand. Things are sort of starting to look up. I thought. Then I get sad, and I don't even know why.
Why does life have to be so hard sometimes? Or all the time? I don't get it. It's hardly ever simple or easy. I'm not asking for all the time, because then what kind of person would I be? I just want to be happy sometimes for more than a few hours or a couple days at a time, is that really too much to ask? I don't get it. But whatever I guess.
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when simplicity isn't simple
let me know when you catch up,
life whispers in your ear,
until then cry lonely tears in the dark
It's hard to describe how I'm feeling right now. Desperate for love, I guess.
