August 3, 2007
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sad
I don’t know what to say. Just now I got kinda depressed, which I don’t understand. Things are sort of starting to look up. I thought. Then I get sad, and I don’t even know why.
Why does life have to be so hard sometimes? Or all the time? I don’t get it. It’s hardly ever simple or easy. I’m not asking for all the time, because then what kind of person would I be? I just want to be happy sometimes for more than a few hours or a couple days at a time, is that really too much to ask? I don’t get it. But whatever I guess.
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when simplicity isn’t simple
let me know when you catch up,
life whispers in your ear,
until then cry lonely tears in the dark
It’s hard to describe how I’m feeling right now. Desperate for love, I guess.