Month: June 2005

  • Seether- Remedy


    Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me
    And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
    It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
    My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
    If you want me hold me back

    Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
    And so we go back to the remedy
    Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
    And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

    I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away
    So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long
    It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure
    I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here
    If you want me hold me back

    Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
    And so we go back to the remedy
    Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
    And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
    Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
    And so we go back to the remedy
    Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
    And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"

    Hold your eyes closed, take me in
    Hold your eyes closed, take me in

    Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
    And so we go back to the remedy
    Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
    And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"
    Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail
    And so we go back to the remedy
    Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie
    And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me"


     


     


     


    Today was kinda retarded. First of all, about half the people came to work late today. Then my immediate boss called in sick. Then we got bombed with orders the last half of the day. THEN we had this retarded order....it was going airborne, and there was 2 50 pound boxes for the order. But the frickin thing wouldn't take that much weight, so we had to break it down to 4 pounds a box, and each box weighs about 2 pounds, ugh it was stupid. It took an hour. We got done with 5 minutes to spare in the day. THEN the DHL guys get there and say there's NO WEIGHT LIMIT FOR A BOX. What the fuck. So Chris said there must be something in the system holding the computer back from letting a 50 pound box go. She said it wouldn't even take a 10 pound box. That pissed me of soooo bad, cuz we still had a lot of orders to do, but those have to wait until tomorrow.


     


     


    "A smile from the one you secretly admire can brighten your day a million times over."


     


    I just made that up, isn't it sweet? But it's prolly already been said, but oh well. I'm not in a good mood right now, I'm going to take a nap...

  • "In a seedy karaoke bar
    By the banks of the mighty Bosphorus
    Is a Japanese man in a business suit singing smoke gets in your eyes"


    -Wheels, Cake

  • I have a very large headache. I've spent nearly $400 this weekend. I don't know what on....well, about $100 for my peircing and the phone bill, then I spent about $50 on my dad for his birthday. So I spent about $250 on shit. I don't even know what I bought. Well, I got some clothes, new shoes, socks, and other things. I think I'm a peircer, I love it.


    Evidently I can hold a conversation and Rusty can't cuz everyone laughs at him, or something, I didn't quite follow. Well, I suppose, considering my longest conversation online is 7 hours and phone conversation was 4 or 5 hours....I haven't had a long conversation like that in so long, about a year. Sad.

  • I can't believe Mr. Jackson was found not guilty, I personally think he's guilty, but that's just me.


    I'm tired.















































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































  • Longest Survey Ever!


    Created by GCgurl1188 and taken 120 times on bzoink!

    Basic Info
    Full name? Not gonna say....
    Nicknames? not really
    Birthday? March 21st
    How old are you? 19
    Where do you live? MN
    Your Family
    Are your parents divorced? yes
    # of sisters? 3
    # of brothers? 0
    Do you like your parents? not my mom, sometimes I can't stand my dad
    How about your siblings? i love all my sisters very much
    Do you get along better with mom or dad? dad
    What's the most annoying thing your parent/s do? my dad repeats things a million times just to be annoying
    How about your siblings? idk
    What's Your Favorite...
    Band right now...idk...Ciara
    Food anything Chinese
    Candy Reeces
    Beverage Dr. Pepper
    School Subject not in school anymore
    Color blue
    Accessory my nose ring
    Clothing Item boxers
    Actor Brad Pitt
    Actress Angelina Jolie
    Shoes my black sandals
    Board Game Monopoly
    Video Game Final Fantasy X-2
    Computer Game dont have one
    Make-up Item eyeshadow or eyeliner
    TV Show hmmm....The Surreal Life, Big Brother, Viva La Bam
    Movie A Cinderella Story
    Song Lonely by Akon
    Car 2006 Mitsubishi Eclipse (v6 baby!..n I don't remember how many horsepower...)
    Season spring
    Sport football
    This Or That
    Pen or Pencil pen
    CD or Radio cd
    Couch or Chair couch
    Tv or Computer tv
    Laptop or Desktop desktop
    Reading or Writing reading (right now...it might be writing later)
    Rock or Rap right now: rap
    Black or White black
    Old or New old
    Wild or Sophisticated wild...right now
    Funny or Serious funny
    Dog or Cat cat
    Hockey or Figure Skating skating
    Lip Gloss or Lipstick ummm...neither? chapstick....the others dry out my lips
    Computer or Video Game video
    Too Tan or Too Pale too pale
    Sneakers or Flip-Flops flip flops
    Night or Day night
    Inside or Outside inside
    Sun or Stars stars
    Lightening or Rain lightning
    Land or Water water
    Earrings or Ring earrings
    Coke or Pepsi neither
    Listen or Talk both
    Your Love Life...Or Lack Of One ummm....no comment...
    Are you straight? yes
    Ever had a boy/girlfriend? ummm...nope
    Have one now? no
    How many people have you dated? none
    Have you been dumped? nope
    Have you dumped someone? nope
    How many people have you kissed? one
    Do you have a crush right now? no
    Are you ever going to tell that person? no
    Have You Ever...
    Drank? most definately
    Smoked? yes
    Kissed The Same Sex? no
    Kissed Someone You Just Met? no
    Swore At A Teacher? yes
    Swon At Your Parents? yes
    Gotten In A Fight At School? yes
    Skipped A Class? yes
    Been Suspended? no
    Stolen Something? yes
    Done Drugs? no
    Gotten a 4.0? no
    More than once? ...
    Failed a class? yes
    Repeated a grade? no
    Been In Love? i think so...
    Had A Job? yep
    Been Fired? nope
    Pulled A Prank? maybe.... ;)
    Dyed your hair? many many many times...it hasn't been original since I was 12
    Dyed it a "weird" hair color? no
    Gotten a tattoo? no
    Moved? more times than i can count
    Wrote a story? yes
    Wrote a song? yes
    Seriously Injured Someone? no
    Been Seriously Injured By Someone? no
    Had surgery? yes
    Stayed In The Hospital? no
    Gotten Stitches? no
    Taken A Survey This Long? yes
    Word Association
    Music sing
    Chair sit
    School teachers
    Band play
    Water drink
    Pants remove
    Beach sand
    Shiny pretty
    Fish exotic
    Star "twinkle twinkle baby twinkle twinkle"
    Hand fingers
    Fries fat
    I'll Name A Band, You Name A Song
    Good Charlotte Hold On
    Sugarcult ?
    The Killers Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine
    Papa Roach Last Resort
    Jimmy Eat World The Middle
    Linkin Park Crawling
    New Found Glory ?
    My Chemical Romance ?
    The Used ?
    Blink 182 Adam's Song
    Sum 41 Fat Lip
    In The Last 24, Have You...
    Cried? yes
    Laughed? yes
    Yelled? yes
    Kissed Someone? no
    Showered? yes
    Listened To Music? yes
    IMed Someone? no
    Called Someone? no
    Hugged Someone? no
    Been Hugged? no
    Played An Instrument? no
    Read A Book? yes
    Updated Your LiveJournal? no
    Sent A E-mail? no
    Or Just Forwarded One? no
    Taken Medicine? yes
    Gone To School? no
    Gone To Work? no
    Seen your Crush? no
    Sang? yes
    Which Of Your Friends is The Most...
    Funny? Christine
    Athletic? Jen
    Book Smart? Linda
    Common Sense Smart? Holly
    Nicest? Holly
    Best Listener? Holly
    Talkative? Christine
    Troubled? Christine, Holly
    Oldest? Linda
    Youngest? Holly
    Lazy? me!! lol...umm....Jen
    Like You? Holly
    Do You Want To Hang Out With More? Holly
    Have You Been To...
    Disney World? yes
    Niagra Falls? no
    A Casino? yes
    A Bar? yes...but not to drink since i cant
    A Rated R Movie? yes
    Outside of Your State? yes
    A Different Country? no
    Washington DC? no
    Florida? yes
    California? no
    A Friend Of The Opposite Sexes House? yes
    A Concert? no
    How Many Times Have You... ...
    Gotten Drunk? ummm about 5
    Smoked? countless times...about 7 or 8 years ago
    Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? 0
    Kissed someone? 2
    Been To A Concert? 1
    Had A Job? 2
    Sent someone A Valentine? 0
    Recieved A Valentine? 0
    Dyed Your Hair? lol i have no idea
    Gotten something pierced/tattooed? 2...nose, eyebrow
    Skipped A Class? countless times
    Had A Crush? a few
    Do You Believe In...
    God? i dont know
    Love At First Sight? yes
    Pre-Marital Sex? yes
    Abortion? no
    Gone On Vacation? ?
    Gone Out Of The Country? ?
    Hate Or Love?
    Rock love
    Rap love
    Mosh Pits hate....dont most women hate mosh pits?
    Britney Spears? hate
    MTV? love
    Vegetarianism? hate
    Good Charlotte? love
    Driving? love
    Being Away From Home? love
    Would Ever....
    Bungee Jump? heck yes!! i did when i was 8 then again when i was 14
    Go Rock Climbing? yes
    Run A Marathon? no
    Get A Tattoo? yes
    Get A Piercing Besides Your Ears? yes...i already do
    Move Out Of The Country You Live In? yes
    Ask Your Crush Out? no
    Kill Someone? no
    Tell A Secret You Promised To Keep? no
    Cheat On Someone? no
    Go On A Show Like Fear Factor? maybe big brother
    Your Plans For The Future
    Have Kids? i dont know
    How Many? 2, 3 AT MOST
    Get Married? i dont know
    What Will Your Job Be? i dont know
    Will You Go To College? yes, hopefully
    Move Away? yes
    Stay In The Same Area You Grew Up In? no
    Where Will You Go To College? i dont know
    Will You Be Rich? yes

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  • OMFG Best Week Ever is frickin hilarious....and The Surreal Life kicks ass. LMAO


    I got my eyebrow pierced. Kick ass. The guy was hot.....and I guess the new thing is to pierce your cheeks. Lip rings are hot.

  • UGH I have heat rash on my feet.....GAH....


    My boss is a riot....Yesterday he scared the shit outta me...cuz I was working and he was right behind me and he said Why aren't you done yet? And I jumped a mile in the air...then today he did it again...then we had some people come and fix some product today...and Scott said he told them I was sweet, nice, quiet, and available .....but then he said he was just kidding...he told Chris he told them that she was strange and was sick cuz she had a disease, lmao.


    Chris is so funny....sometimes she laughs so hard she can't breathe and she wheezes and snorts then when people laugh at her she laughs even harder and laughs so hard she cries and her makeup runs. omg it's hilarious.

  • This looked interesting...I stole it from Roadstermp3...I sowee!!


     


    Have u ever........

    (x) smoked a cigarette
    ( ) smoked a cigar
    ( ) smoked anything else
    ( ) made out with a member of the same sex
    ( ) crashed a friend's car
    (x) been in love (or thought u were)
    (x) been dumped
    (x) shoplifted
    ( ) been fired....almost doesn't count! I quit before I got fired...smart me!! lol
    (
    ) been in a fist fight           
    (x) snuck out of parent's house 
    (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back...I think I just got over that....
    ( ) been arrested
    ( ) made out with a stranger
    ( ) gone on a blind date
    (x) lied to a friend....sadly, yes....and I felt really bad
    ( ) had a crush on a teacher
    (x) skipped school...many times when I was younger
    ( ) made out with a co-worker
    ( ) seen someone die
    ( ) had/have a crush on one of your xanga/myspace friends
    ( ) been to Canada
    ( ) been to Mexico
    (x) been on a plane
    ( ) thrown up in a bar
    ( ) eaten Sushi
    (x) been snowboarding/skiing...I have, but I hated it...too cold!!
    ( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace/xanga
    ( ) been moshing at a concert
    ( ) been in an abusive relationship
    ( ) taken painkillers
    ( ) love someone right now 
    (x) made a snow angel...pretty!
    ( ) had a tea party
    (x) flown a kite
    (x) built a sand castle
    (x) gone puddle jumping
    ( ) played dress up
    (x) jumped into a pile of leaves
    (x) gone sledding
    (x) cheated while playing a game
    (x) been lonely...all the goddamn time...even when I'm surrounded by people
    (x) fallen asleep at work/school...the whole second semester of the last year of high school...
    ( ) used a fake ID
    (x) watched the sun set...beautiful!!
    ( ) felt an earthquake
    (x) touched a snake
    (x) been tickled
    ( ) been robbed
    ( ) robbed someone
    (x) been misunderstood...again, all the goddamn time
    ( ) pet a reindeer/goat
    (x) won a contest...I won a writing contest...I got to go to a college where there was a writing convention and authors gave half-hour lectures
    ( ) been suspended from school
    (x) had detention...my first detention was cuz I hit someone....when I was in 2nd grade...then I got 2 more the rest of my school career
    (x) been in a car accident
    ( ) had braces
    (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night- big style
    (x) had deja vu
    (x) danced in the moonlight
    (x) hated the way you look
    (x) witnessed a crime
    ( ) pole danced
    (x) questioned your heart        
    (x) been obsessed with post-it notes
    (x) squished barefoot through the mud...FUN!!!
    (x) been lost...both physically and emotionally...and identity-wise...I still don't really know who I am...
    (x) been to the opposite side of the country....umm, I've been to the opposite end....does that count?
    (x) swam in the ocean
    (x) felt like dying....all the time
    (x) cried yourself to sleep...i used to every night when I was younger, now I don't anymore
    (x) played cops and robbers
    (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
    (x) sung karaoke
    (x) paid for a meal with only coins....Snuffy's Malt Shop!
    (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
    (x) made prank phone calls
    ( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
    (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
    ( ) kissed in the rain
    (x) written a letter to Santa Claus
    ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
    ( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about   
    (x) blown bubbles
    ( ) made a bonfire on the beach
    ( ) crashed a party
    ( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people  
    (x) gone rollerskating/blading
    ( ) had a wish come true...no, of course not, knowing my luck!
    ( ) humped a monkey
    ( ) worn pearls
    (x) jumped off a bridge
    ( ) screamed "penis" in class            
    ( ) ate dog food
    (x) told a complete stranger you loved them
    (x) sang in the shower
    ( ) have a little black dress
    ( ) made-out in a park
    ( ) made-out in the bathoom               
    (x) had a dream that you married someone
    (x) glued your hand to something
    ( ) got your toungue stuck to a pole
    ( ) kissed a fish
    ( ) worn the opposite sexes clothes
    ( ) been a cheerleader....I was a ballerina, but not a cheerleader....
    (x) sat on a roof top
    ( ) made-out at a church
    (x) screamed at the top of your lungs
    ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel 
    ( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours...I think my longest was 3 or 4 hours....maybe 5...I don't know
    (x) stayed up all night
    ( ) didnt take a shower for a week
    (x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
    (x) climbed a tree
    ( ) had a tree house
    ( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
    (?) believe in ghosts...I don't know
    ( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes...I used to...
    (x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
    ( ) gone streaking
    (x) played ding-dong-ditch
    (x) played chicken fight
    (x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on   
    (x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger....I've had someone say hi to me from their car when we're driving (he had a crappy car tho...)   ....and the two guys in the stang who wouldn't let my dad pass and waved to me when they turned....they were HOT!
    ( ) broken a bone
    (x) been easily amused...every day! lol....I AM naturally easily amused! lol
    ( ) caught a fish then ate it
    ( ) made porn 


    ( ) caught a butterfly
    (x) laughed so hard you cried
    (x) cried so hard you laughed
    ( ) mooned/flashed someone
    ( ) had someone moon/flash you
    (x) cheated on a test
    (x) forgotten someone's name...ummm...ya
    (X) slept naked
    (x) French braided someones hair
    (x) gone skinny dippin in a pool....in a lake
    (x) been kicked out of your house...is that supposed to be funny? A few times my dear, a few times

  • I'm sorry.


     


    ahhhh FUCK IT