January 8, 2005
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Well, I don’t believe in God anymore, Joyjoy. I don’t think I ever did. Jenny is a Christian, and she said that I’m always so down on myself, and that she should take me to Church. Well, right after that, we got into a car accident. It was pretty bad, but no one was hurt. Jennifer was driving, I was in the front passenger seat, and Jenny was sitting in the back. We hit the other car the front passenger side and Jennifer’s van hit the other car on the driver’s side and scraped along after the driver’s door. The other car spun around then the back end lifted in the air and made a wide arc in the air then stopped when the back end fell back to the ground. I thought the car was going to flip. I was in shock after for like 10 minutes I could hardly move. I didn’t even feel the impact of it. I thought I was dreaming, like I was seeing it but it wasn’t even real. It happened yesterday. Then my dad was on his way home and stopped. Now I keep freaking out in the car. And I was with my mom today, and she drives like a maniac. She scares me.
And if God is real and He wants me to believe, that’s not the way to get me to believe.
Is there anywhere I can get a goddamn VCR?? wtf everyone just has dvd players, but I have vhs I wanna watch…..wtfe.
I just bought the Jet cd. funfun. I wanted to buy Pirates of the Carribean, but Target didn’t have it. Target’s retarded.
And oh yeah….got drunk on New Year’s again…I almost fell in the fire. hahaha
