Month: September 2004

  • Work


    Okay. What have I been up to…not much of anything. Work. That’s about it. I work my motherfuckin ass off. I work at Archway Marketing Services, for Kelly Services, a temp angency. What the warehouse does is keep things for business…obviously. Some of the clients or customers or whatever are Target, which is a huge account, Lowe’s, General Mills, Rolling Rock…those are just a few. We have signage for these places, and also things for promotions…..lots of interesting things there. What I do is pack orders. A client puts in an order and we get what they want from the racks (which is called picking…I do that sometimes). To pack it I have to do all sorts of things…then send it to the meter person to wiegh it then it gets shipped to that store that wanted it wherever in the country. My hours are 7 in the morning to 3:30 in the afternoon.


    I work with this guy named Dorian a lot. He’s pretty good looking and flirts with me a lot. Which is nice. I’m making new friends, which is pretty hard. See, what I do is a combination of shy and…something else…I don’t know what. I sit back and observe people before I start talking to them. And then, I usually let them talk to me first, that’s the shy part. Then once I start talking, you can hardly get me to shut up.


    Movies


    I love movies. But, is it just me, or did movies completely take a nose dive during the latter part of the summer? I mean, big movies that were expected to open big opened with very disappointing sales at the theater. The only movie I’ve seen is Excorcist: The Beginnning. It was pretty good. Some parts scared the shit outta me. I wanna go see Resident Evil this weekend, which came out this weekend. I wanna see that sooooo bad. I’ve been buying movies lately too….I bought Ella Enchanted and Dangerous Minds….


    Music


    I also love music. I listen to a lot of different kinds: pop, rock, metal, hip hop, trip hop, r&b, different styles of 80′s, country, alternitive, Elvis (he has his own catagory cuz he’s the king), 60′s, 70′s, grunge metal, and more. Lately I’ve been listening to a lot of music…..I just love it. I love to sing too. Today I bought the Brad Paisley cd today….I can’t wait to listen to it.


    Books


    I love to read. I went to the thrift shop the other day and bought a ton of boos. Paperback was $.25 and hard cover was a dollar. I bought some pretty good books….about 13 of them. Good stuff. So I’ve been reading a lot, which listening to music.


    Video Games


    I’ve been playing a lot of video games lately. I just re-bought Vice City the other weekend cuz the one I had was too scratched. So I’ve been playing that for the most part when I play.


    TV


    I love Big Brother 5…I love it. I hope Drew or Cowboy (Michael) wins. I also watch Amish in the City….good dose of drama there…holy crap. These people just don’t get along! And The Apprentice just started this week….good show. And IT MUST BE FOOTBALL SEASON!!!!!!! GO VIKINGS!!!! whoot whoot! hahaha…well yeah…..


    Family


    My mom is crazy…..and she’s gotten worse. I went over there a few weeks ago to get the electronics and it was 11:30 in the morning….she was already drunk. Whatever.


     


    I’m not going to kill myself. I’m stonger than that. At times I really feel lik eit, but I never do. I have another plan. I’m going to reveal that plan until it doesn’t happen or it does…but it’ll be a long time. It requires research and money. I’m saving up to buy a notebook. I dunno when I’m gonna get one, but I have about $450 saved right now. Right now I’m living a day at a time. I go to bed early…about 9 at night. Then I wake up and my feel hurt still from the previous day. I’m frickin tired too….and very grouchy. My dad is so annoying that at times I wanna rip his head off….especially when I have that whole PMS thing…he does it on purpose. Don’t most men wanna stay miles away form a woman who has PMS?? Seriously….but whatever. I stay in my room most of the night, away from him and spend my time alone. I like being alone.


    And why do all these guys stare at me? All the frickin time. Sometimes it’s very creepy. It doesn’t matter how good looking the guy is. There’s a difference between checking out and frickin intense gawking. When a guy checks me out, he acknowledges my presence. When he intensely gawks, it’s just staring and you can tell what’s on his mind. It’s very creepy, no matter who’s doing it. There was this guy in a green Mustang the other day…just STARING. The car was nice…but I could care less about the guy. And then just UGH. Everyday it’s someone else….I don’t even think I’m that good looking….but I changed the way I do my eye makeup. Light eyeshadows and heavy black eyeliner on the top lid and the bottom of my eye and heavy mascara…that could be it…anyways…I gotta go cuz my dad’s yelling at me to go…….have a nice day everyone…I dunno the next time I’ll get to a computer…but don’t worry about me.

  • Don’t worry about me, I’m fine. I miss everyone. I have so much to talk about. I’m working on a longer entry right now…so enjoy reading something a lot longer later…but for right now, ease your mind.