May 26, 2004
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My funniest memory is when I was about 5 years old. My “step mom” was driving, and my dad, grandma, and “brother” were also in the car. We were driving on the freeway, and we see this guy, with both hands on the steering wheel, rocking back and forth, kinda like Dustin Hoffman in Rain Man, but not really… We all start laughing really hard, and she drives next to him and starts driving like this guy. So he sees us, and gives us a thumbs up. So she gives him a thumbs up. My dad still does it sometimes to try and embarress me as we’re driving…

My main goal in life is to be the best person I can possibly be… most specifically, the best parent I can possibly be. I have a fear of growing older, having kids, and turning out like my mother.
Ermm….tough question!! Can I come back?!?!?! Now that the question is asked, I can think of no celebrities!
My eyes are the bluest eyes you’ll ever see. There’s a rim of dark blue on the outside of my iris, then the color slowly gets lighter blue in the middle, then there’s the thinest line of that dark blue again right around the pupil. haha…i’ve never really studied my eyes before now!!
The best advice I’ve been given?? Erm… I’ve always been the one giving advice… but I’d have to say that the best is when people tell me that I shouldn’t think about killing myself. Now, that’s the best, but not the one I always listen to, mind you…
The best kind of people in this world are the ones that don’t judge people based on anything. They just don’t. Judgement causes pain for everyone. Guilt, sadness, hurt. The best people in the world welcome everyone with open arms and a loving heart, no matter what. The best people in the world are the ones that you can spill your guts out to and you don’t have to worry that they whole town will know what you’re feeling by the end of the day. They’re people who truly care, who would give up something at their own expense for the happiness of others, out of the good will of their heart, and not because their looking for something in return. The best people are who they are, and don’t change because someone else wants them to.
I have to leave my home and can only take three things I can carry at one time? I would have to say I’ll take a big purse, and in it will be a huge notebook and a pack of pens. Writing is beautiful.
One day anywhere in the country…I would go to the edge of a forest that also has an open field with a single tree in the middle of it. I don’t know where that is, but wherever it is, that’s where you’ll find me.
One thing? Can I please change everything? I guess not… I would say that I would change my relationship with my mother.
Some deep answers for such simple questions…