May 22, 2004
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Why does everything always have to go wrong? I swear, everything in my life goes wrong. Every single fucking thing. I’m ready to give up…unless something starts going right…which will never happen. Joe told me that if I pray, everything will be okay within time. But I just can’t….I don’t have the patience, I want everything to be okay right now. My heart feels so heavy right now. I’m sorry if I’m not in a good mood…I don’t think there’s anything that can make me feel better…maybe if I took a head dive off the roof no one would have to worry or care anymore.
