I love how I can go and take a nap whenever I feel like it and I’ll fall asleep. I dreamed I was a queen in a castle. The other nap I had I dreamed that my mother hated me.

And I painted my nails black with a line of metallic pink on the tips. Yay…depressing much?

This is one of those days where I let everything show on my face. All the pain I feel, all the hurt I stuff inside, it’s all there. Written on my face. It’s one of the days where I let everything hurt me. Where I just cry instead of laugh. I take naps to try and forget. I take naps to try and make everything better again. But they don’t. I only remember everything when I wake up again. And it feels like no one cares, no one sees. Everything hurts in my mind. Even the good things, because I feel like there will be no more good things. I cannot smile.

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