All I want is happiness. Is that too much to ask? I guess so because I have none. And am I making my feelings worse and magnifying them because I’m wallowing in them? My fingers fly over this keyboard faster than they ever have before…..I just want it. I want it so bad. I wanna feel it. I want I want I want…am I being selfish for thinking of myself?! I do not know. All I know is that I am sad and I want it to stop.

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