May 9, 2004
-
I have no idea what my mood right now is called. It’s the one where you wake up and you’re still tired but you can’t get back to sleep and when you start walking around and doing things, you feel high as a kite but you KNOW that you can’t sleep, you’re you’re like ummm… and all that jazz and your head feels heavy at the same time, like it’s going to detatch from your body and roll around on the ground and be smushed on the road by a truck and you’re like FUCK I wanna go back to sleep so you’re wanting to jump up and down and scream at the top of your lungs but you can’t because your MOTHER is still sleeping at 1:30 in the afternoon on MOTHER’S day.
I had this dream while I was sleeping. I remember it very well. My mom gave me a new notebook that had wireless internet and she gave me a new camera phone. And we went on this bus, it was really frickin wide for a bus. But the only people on it were me, Meagan, Stacy, some other people I didn’t know, and this guy in a suit. He looked like he was some kind of observer of the kids. Anyways, I was messin around on the internet on this new computer for awhile, then I shut it and took a nap. While I was in this nap, this person, we’ll call him J, called me. But I didn’t answer because I was sleeping. And so he left this message on my phone, and he was singing to me in his accent, and damn. I don’t remember what he sang to me!! But I knew it in my dream, of course. Anyway, then my dream ended and I dreamed of needles, of which I am very afraid…I have this fear of needles, omg! scary…
