April 15, 2004
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State…damn, I’m upset that I didn’t make it, but I’m excited for Jordan and Tym. We leave today at 4:30 and I dunno what time we’re getting back tomorrow. My goddamn phone bill is due today and I can’t get it, cuz guess what, it’s at the apartment and I can’t get ahold of my mom. So yea. She doesn’t even know that I’m goin up to the cities tonight, and I don’t bother leaving a message cuz she never checks them. My sister called her once from my phone and she told me that her voicemailbox was full…so yeah. I dunno.
“Hold On”
“This world
This world is cold
But you don’t
You don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad, you’re feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they’re way too long
And your nights
You can’t sleep at all
Hold on
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for, but you don’t want to no more
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for, but you don’t want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking, you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching, it’s not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead…What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking, you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching, it’s not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on”
I love this song……I love love love it!! It makes me feel a lot better when I feel hopeless. I’m wearing my pink fuzzy slippers today…everyone keeps telling me nice shoes…hehe! Anyways, talk to everyone later….oh fuck. I think Tym just found out that the screenplay is not published…he won’t be able to compete! OMG! I feel so bad…
Comments (1)
Too bad about states. And too bad about your mom. Just hold on, it gets better than you know.
Hehehe. I like that. Mid sentence, talking all happy… oh fuck. Hahahaha. That’s great.