April 14, 2004
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Ah yes. Speaking of belt loops, I broke one yesterday
I know how a caged animal feels like. I feel like one. I feel like, if I don’t get OUT, right NOW, I will lose it. I’m halfway there…all I need to do is pour the rest of the water down the sink. Cuz the glass is already half empty…And I dunno about that whole “hang in there” thing. Honestly…how long can I “hang in there”??
I’m feeling so desperate right now, like I’ll do anything to get away. Maybe I’ll hitchhike down to FL and be a bartender on the beach somewhere…could be fun, ya never know. I’m feeling extremely suicidal right now also…like nothing is ever gonna be right.
And I went to Liz’s yesterday and used her computer for awhile. I wrote emails… I couldn’t do my homework though. I have this huge paper that I had to type, and yeah, I can’t find a computer…I can’t do it at school, because I don’t have the time it would take…it’s like a 10 page paper. I have it all written out, I just need to type it. The teacher is gonna chew me a new one…she’s a bitch just in grading regular homework…that she gives every goddamn day…
Anyway, have a nice day everyone!
update:
The senior countdown is up on the wall…it still doesn’t make me feel happy…33 days. Ack….blah blah blah
another update…
you know, it’s amazing. If all these people are stumbling across my site, it never ceases to amaze me how many people don’t leave a comment…whenever I go trapsing around, I always leave comments! Grr…maybe I’m just a nice person? I dunno…sorry for my rant!
Comments (2)
Hey, you, be good. Sorry you’re feeling down. Don’t do anything drastic, because you are wonderful and better things are ahead for you
Peace
It’s the little things in life. Always the little things. They seem insignificant, but they stay in our minds the longest. And they all add up. Belt loops should be indestructable. I mean, what does it say about the company that makes them if they break, regardless of how it broke.
Mean people suck. Nice people rock!