March 19, 2004

• So yeah. Some very tough shit goin on right now. Me and my mom have been living with her friend, Malachi. Yesterday she went ballistic and moved out. She upset me and ruined my birthday feeling. Now my b-day isn’t going to be fun. Although she called me late last night and told me that she wasn’t yelling at me, and that she would still spend my birthday with me, but now I feel like it’s ruined. I called Rach last night and told her that mom might not pick her up after school today. She called me back a little bit later, telling me that if I wanted to, her dad and step mom would take me out to dinner for my 18th birthday and I could spend a few nights there. I said I didn’t know. And Tyler, Malachi’s four year old, came into my room last night, freaking out cuz his dad wasn’t home. I told him he could sleep with me and after he fell back asleep again, I checked, and Malachi was sleeping on the floor. Poor kid. But that’s me, always the caretaker in times of distress. Anyway, my future is way up in the air right now…and I really hate that feeling. I like knowing what’s going to happen…

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