February 10, 2004
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Okay. So my cat is on the desk, walking right in front of me and choking me with her tail. Ahh, she’s finally …no wait. She got up again. I can’t see what I’m doing!! Help!
Meagan, please don’t blame yourself for not realizing that I had problems. I noticed that as I sat at the lunch table, no one noticed I was depressed except for Stacy. She almost made me late for class because she wanted to make me tell her what my problem was, but I didn’t have enough time to explain everything, so I said I couldn’t.
Beth, I’m sorry that things didn’t go well with your aunt and uncle, I really am.
I don’t make a conscious effort to not take my pills. When I get to school, I say shit cuz I realized I forgot. And I keep forgetting to put a post it on the door asking myself if I’ve taken my pills. So I don’t know what to do. And I forgot to take my Trazadone last night to help me sleep and I had the worst nightmare ever and I woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep. (Wow what a run on sentence!!) There was a pinkish/red fungus in all the water that put gross red bumpy shit all over peoples’ bodies. Then it killed them. So if your water looks a little pinkish, don’t drink it.
My cat keeps putting her butt in my face…
