February 4, 2004
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Why do I try? Seriously. Things are so bad right now, but I can’t discuss anything. Fuck….I just feel like lashing out irrationally. Gerri’s been seriously pissing me off, I have no fucking money to send my goddamn college apps, which were supposed to be in a long damn time ago, I have to go to fucking court and I have a goddamn speeding ticket because I was trying to get to my doctor’s appt. on time, my goddamn tabs were due last month and that $100 I don’t fucking have, I have to buy fabric for my quilt, that’s more money I don’t have. Why the fuck does everything have to fucking cost so much????????!!!!!!!!! Jesus fucking Christ!!!!!!!!
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hey crystal. It’ll get better. You know they say that if your palm itches, then you’ll be coming into some money. Gerri’s pissing me off too, so don’t worry. She’s almost becoming more anal-retentive as the year goes on. She’s probably feeling stress, but I suppose that’s not really an excuse. This is probably not helping. Sorry.
What kind of pattern are you doing for quilting? Your doing independent study right? Excited about speech? I am.
Any ways feel better
hey crystal, i dont mean to be an asshole or anything, but things never get better, just when you think things are gettin better somthin really bad will happen and you will feel lower than you ever have before, just watch, its pointless to try…….i have finally figured that out, goodbye