December 18, 2003

• I don’t understand life. What is it? What’s its purpose? Is it all just a big game? The most successful is the winner? I don’t understand.

  
  

  Life makes me feel so small, like I’m a tiny speck in a huge ocean. I guess I literally am small compared to life. Perhaps even smaller than a speck. Perhaps a tiny flea in a huge forest. This thought is depressing, isn’t it? Well, I guess if you’re the type of person who gets depressed when they feel small. I guess I’m more overwhelmed. I’m just living life day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute and second by second, instead of living it to the fullest. You never really know when your last day is gonna be, do you? Unless you choose. But is that considered the easy way out? Is there really a solution to every one of life’s problems? I personally don’t think there is. I think you have a choice to everything, but any choices may be negative solutions. And if it’s a negative solution, then it’s really no solution, is it? But it’s all about your perception on things, really. It’s up to yourself to decide whether or not something is positive or negative. Something positive for you could be negative for someone else. But the majority agree on one way or another, the cliche, the way the river flows, perhaps the gravitational pull. Can something fall up? Defy gravity? Can you in your decisions? Positive or negative? But when you think about it, falling up really would be positive, wouldn’t it? Hmm. Very confusing useless information. Well, I’m babbling, so I’m gonna go . . . goodbye for now . . .

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