December 15, 2003
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the illusion
the illusion erodes my brain
goin 75 in the 65
it’s alright . . . everyone else is
the power is mine
my life seems so far away . . . it’s a soap opera in my own eyes
playing it’s way . . . repeating all the time
it’s time for a change
how can i change? what can i do?
i’m lost in the labyrinth
i can’t find my way out
the colors run together
swirling inward, picturesque
i love the dream in my mind
can it play out?
can i live it?
my mind wanders
i don’t know what to do
i can’t focus
help
“My milk shake brings all the boys to the yard and they’re like it’s better than yours damn right it’s better than yours i could teach you but i’d have to charge.” Why am I always so damn sad? I truly feel like my life is going nowhere right now. I dunno. I never know.