December 1, 2003

• I am so tired right now. I think it's cuz I spent half the night half awake. I couldn't sleep. My nose was clogged so I couldn't breathe and my throat was dry cuz I had to breathe out of my mouth. It sucked. I think I heard Johnathon say "FUCK!" last night after Mary left, but I'm not sure if I was dreaming or if he really said that. If he did say that, he was playing a game, but that was at 4 in the morning, so I don't know. I played Max Payne last night for three hours. It's a good game. But I kept fucking dying and it was pissing me off. I dunno what Johnathon's problem is. He seemed kinda grouchy cuz he yelled at his dad when he got home last night. Well what the fuck. I don't get it. He still lives at home, but he's never there!! He only comes home once every few days, and he never spends a lot of time there when he does come home. But on Wednesday night it was pretty funny cuz he was drunk. And Miranda had to point out to me that he eats funny. So when we were at their family's house for Thanksgiving, all I did was laugh. He was looking at me like what the fuck, but I didn't say anything. And Mianda's really sick right now. She stayed home today. She's got this phlemy cough and she's got a runny nose. I think I'm starting to get sick from her. But I've also had an upset stomach for the past couple of days. It sucks. Jojo wants to have a Christmas party, but Miranda said no. Then she said we can have one, but she wouldn't come (but she lives there too!). Then she said she was just kidding. So I dunno. OOO!. Our PartyLite party is on Saturday. I dunno if my mom threw away the invitations, or sent them for me, but I didn't see them when I was there for Thanksgiving. But whatever. My nails look nice now cuz I used my grandma's buffer thingie that has three different things you have to do to your nails. Hmm. They're growing. This makes me happy. Wahoo. I wanna watch Finding Nemo right now. I swear, I'm obsessed with that movie. Damnit. My nose is starting to itch. Anyways, I think I'm gonna go now, goodbye...

  
  

  It's almost Christmas!!!

  
  

  "Graduation (Friends Forever)"

  
  

  by Vitamin C
  
  And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
  Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
  I keep thinking times will never change
  Keep on thinking things will always be the same
  But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
  No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
  And if you got something that you need to say
  You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
  Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
  These memories are playing like a film without sound
  And I keep thinking of that night in June
  I didn't know much of love
  But it came too soon
  And there was me and you
  And we got so blue
  Stay at home talking on the telephone
  We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
  Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
  And this is how it feels
  
  [1] - As we go on
  We remember
  All the times we
  Had together
  And as our lives change
  Come whatever
  We will still be
  Friends Forever
  
  So if we get the big jobs
  And we make the big money
  When we look back now
  Will our jokes still be funny?
  Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
  Still be trying to break every single rule
  Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
  Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
  I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
  Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
  And this is how it feels
  
  [Repeat 1]
  
  La, la, la, la:
  Yeah, yeah, yeah
  La, la, la, la:
  We will still be friends forever
  
  Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
  Can we survive it out there?
  Can we make it somehow?
  I guess I thought that this would never end
  And suddenly it's like we're women and men
  Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
  Will these memories fade when I leave this town
  I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
  Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
  
  [Repeat 1 (3x)]
  

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