Hey everyone. Cheese curds are good. Mmyum. Punkin Bars are good too. Jojo made those last night. I think I might eat a lot of them when I get home from my grandma’s house, where I am right now. Wahoo. Blah. The Vikings suck right now. I don’t know what the hell the problem is. They aren’t fighting at all. It’s like they’re letting themselves lose. Whatever.

It’s Thanksgiving and I’m crying

Selling SiverSaver Cards are a pain in the ass. I’m not diggin it at all. Anyway, I’m tired. Only 2 days until Turkey Day. I gotta work for two hours. Then Josh wants me to work for him on Saturday morning. So yeah. And I have three Thanksgivings to go to. I’m gonna be so goddamn full…… I worked with Goofy and Kooky last night. It was pretty fun. blah blah blah. I told Kooky that I was bi-polar, cuz she didn’t know that. Anyway, I have nothing insightful to say, so I’m gonna go now…

Here’s that deep thought thing I was talking about, completely unchanged:

The pure and simple truth is always there; it is all around you. Only you must decide to pick the truth from the tree right beside you, in front of you, behind you. A lie is conceived in the mind of the evil one. You can decide if you want to let the truth be known, it is up to you. One step the wrong way will bring you to the wrong place. A snowball becomes an avalanche. The pure white falls around you, suffocating you in your own mind. It affects not only you, but everyone around you. It follows you around like the black cloud it is. Sometimes the truth is not pure and simple, but you must decide to pick the right fruits from the tree. Do not choose the rotton fruit full of worms. Make a conscious decision to let the truth come out. Although it is hard, it will be better in the scheme of things. Look at the big picture; don’t just stand in front of one spot. Take a step back and step to the center, and you will see. See everything in full detail, see all the people. Note the expressions of those around you. Sympathize with those who don’t agree. You musn’t put them down. Love them for who they are. Your lies will affect those you love, putting them in tough positions. Love yourself, but open up to those around you. Give them a random hug. Don’t lie to them and crush them. Live every moment to its fullest, breathe in the life around you. Don’t judge people, don’t stereotype. Get to know the people you criticize, you might learn something. Never stop learning, don’t b ignorant. Don’t treat people like dirt, it will only come back to haunt you. Your teasing could ruin the livlihood of those you mock. Take a step back. Learn to talk only when something relevant will come out. Help others, not only yourself. Teach others and you will learn from them. Know your adversary like you know your name.

Be true to yourself.

Well, that’s it. There are some things that I would like to change, but I said it was unchanged, so this is how I present it to you. What do you think?

Lalalalala Lalalalala Lalalalala-la-la-la La-la. I can’t figure out what song this is, but I have it stuck in my head nonetheless. I wrote something deep last night when I got home from work, but I forgot to bring it with me. This makes me sad. But I can type it in when I get home from school. I have to do a load of laundry when I get home. I called my mom. She said she didn’t go to conferences last night. It kinda pissed me off, but whatever cuz I told her to go. But she didn’t. I would’ve gone with her, but I was working. Speaking of work, we have new nicknames for each other. Jeremy is Goofy, Tabitha is Kooky, and I’m Doofy. Then our boss called us the three stooges. I don’t remember their names. I never watched that show. So I don’t know. Jeremy was being mean to me last night. But it wasn’t really being mean, it was more flirting, big-time. He mocked me cuz he knew he’d get a reaction, which I kicked him and punched him. Then he told me that I hit like a girl, so I chased him around the kitchen. One of these days, he’s gonna get his ass beat. Seriously. But it’s fun : )

I was caught in a dreamworld this morning. I woke up earlier than I usually do, though. I had a weird dream that was connected to another one that was connected to another….a strange tangle of dreams, weaved together to form the essense of nothing and the essence of everything. Very poetic, don’t you think? It’s very had to type with long nails…I think I’m gonna clip them some more before I go to work tonight. I did them myself, so they kinda suck. I just think putting acrylic on your own nails just doesn’t work. But, I had already made the decision put the nails on, but I just have to understand why I made that decision. Very deep stuff here from the Matrix Reloaded. I wanna go see Revolutions. OOO. I saw Elf last Friday. It was so cute. I loved it. Anyways, I’m gonna go now cuz I can’t really type….

“Just keep swimming..just keepswimming.” Lindsey isn’t here today  the pooper stinker. Christina like Alex, the cook at work. I saw her last night. She came in with her mom and brother. I talked to them for a few mintutes, but then I had to go back to work. So yeah. Good day yesterday. Except I dropped my damn phone last night so the sound got all fucked up. Then I had to “accidently” drop it again, then the sound worked again. So I got lucky…cuz if I would’ve fucked up that phone, my dad woulda killed me. So…4 days and counting until the big game. Well, maybe it’s not that big, but it is for me cuz I getta go to the game. And I honestly don’t care whether they win or lose. Seriously. So I think my Euro. studies teacher is mad at me and Miranda. Cuz we were talking all hour yesterday instead of working on our papers. But I don’t care. I really don’t. So you know what you do? Just keep swimming just keep swimming…..lalala!! Goodbye now…….

I still haven’t eaten any beef. Poor me. But my decision, right? I mean, seriously, any kind of beef just sounds disgusting to me right now. Even a cheeseburger sounds gross. I had a a piece of pumpkin pie and a butterscotch malt for dinner last night at work. AJ told me that the Vikings are gonna lose on Sunday. This is the game I get to go to. I’m excited for it. I love my Vikings, I don’t care wether they’re winning or losing. Seriously. Sure, it’s disappointing when they lose, but ya can’t win em all, you know what I’m sayin? Anyhow, I gotta work tonight. But not with Tabitha or Jeremy. That makes me sad. I don’t really like working with Alex. When we have a break time, he doesn’t really talk. And Kerstin talks on her cell phone, so whatever. Jeremy on the other hand, tries to get me to laugh when I’m depressed or sad. Same as Tabitha. And I haven’t worked with Dorothy at all this month except for once a long time ago. I’m sad now. But whatever. My nails are growing! I’m happy. And my hair is getting longer also. I have to find a poem for speech. I’m not really finding anything for my research topic for English. I mean, I have things, but it’s not much. It mainly has to do with the entire US, not just Minnesota. So grr. I love my new winter coat. Other people don’t like it, but I don’t care. Well, Miranda and Meagan and Lindsey think it’s cute. I have a test today in Spanish. I think I’m fucked cuz I don’t remember anything. I finally did my homework for that class. But I think my grade is still pretty low cuz I didn’t get credit for it, and it’s still the beginning of the quarter. I’m still tired, but I’m not allowing myself to doze in classes like I did yesterday. I think Mary will be mad when she finds out I didn’t get any iron in my system. OMG. Yesterday, Alexis was over, and she wanted milk, right? So Mary pours her half a glass of milk, and she says she wants more, so Mary pours her some more. Then she says she wants some chocolate to put in her milk. We’re like, Alexis, you don’t like chocolate milk. But she whines, so Mary gets her some chocolate. She insists on mixing it up herself. But then she gets done, and doesn’t take a sip! She then whines that she doesn’t like that kind of milk. And I’m like, child! We TOLD you you don’t like it..but did she listen?—no! She did the same with some olives. She wanted olives, but got out a can of black olives..that were crushed. So we tell her that’s not the kind of olives she wants. But again, she doesn’t listen. She makes grandma Mary open them. So when she finds out what kind they were, she didn’t want them! She throws the tupperware Mary was going to put them into to save away. She was acting like a little frickin snot. Then when she got the olives she wanted, she didn’t even eat them all. 3 year olds! I tell ya!!! 

No new news. My research paper is going to be the cost of prescription drugs in Minnesota. But it has to be a problem/solution type of thing so I had to change it: Why are the costs of prescription drugs in Minnesota so high and how can they be lowered?

I got my senior pics. I’m excited. They’re pretty…I haven’t done my Spanish homework. I didn’t feel like doing it. So blah. I gotta work tonight. Yay. See me jumping for joy? gotta work tomorrow night too. And Thursday. I think I’m suffering from anemia today. I’m very tired and I haven’t really eaten any meat lately, thus creating an iron deficiency in me. See how smart I am? Wahoo.

*tiredness overcomes her*

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Well, I’m already done eating. I’m already full. We had sloppy joe’s, string beans, and Doritos. Cooler Ranch. I like the Gaucamole ones, those are good. Jacob just fell and hit his head. Poor lil child. It’s my boss’s b-day today, and everyone’s throwing him a surprise party at 4. I gotta miss the game. Next weeek a getta go to the game. I’m excited. I’m gonna put my senior pics up here, but I dunno when. Whenever I get to it, I spose. I’m tired. I think I’ll take a nap.