October 24, 2003
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Okay. So, I get my stereo back tomorrow morning. I’m going to the midnight showing of the Rocky Horror Picture Show with Meagan tonight. It’s gonna be fun!! Lindsey, are you gonna come?
I’m excited to get my stereo back, even though I never have time to just sit around and listen to music. 
But hey, whatever!! I’m a working woman, so whateva!! Last night at work, it was bad. For no reason at all, I just got depressed. I haven’t done that in a looooong time, just get depressed for no reason whatsoever. Then, it got worse. I wouldn’t talk to anybody. I think Tabitha kept trying to get me to laugh, but it didn’t work. I think Dorothy was wondering what was wrong with me. She always tells me that I never get mad, but last night, I got pissed cuz the damn dishwasher wouldn’t start. And I know that when I shut it 3 more times, on the third time, it’ll start. So I slammed it down 3 times. I think she was surprised. Then, it got even worse. When I left, I felt like crying. For no reason. My throat closed up and everything. I had tears. Then when I started driving, I felt a little better. But I wanted to get in a crash. I honest to god did. I drove as I normally do, but I was hoping a deer would run out in front of me. I didn’t watch the sides of the road, like I should. I just drove. And I found that when you don’t pay attention to your speed, you’re actually better at keeping a constant speed. So, enough about me, how’re you?
